Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Here goes nothing

OK.  So Ive finally decided to blog.  I'm not really sure why but Ive always liked writing in journals about my thoughts and feelings.  So I figured this could be a good thing and give it a shot. 


Yeah when I was a young girl I had a diary.  Nothing special and who knows whatever happened to it.  But my first journal I wrote in for about 4 months.  I had started shortly after losing my baby back in 2000.  She was stillborn at 33 weeks.  I had a fairly good pregnancy and had just seen the doctor several days before.  Heartbeat was good.  Then nothing.  Cause was unknown.  I will say writing that journal was very therapeutic and helped me get through a very difficult time.  I hope to share it with my children.  And one day I will write about her for you but this is just my first entry and I really want to just give you some highlights.


So what is this journey without a map going to be all about you may wonder.  Well, for starters, I'm a single mother to 4 children.  My oldest is now in her 20s.  I'm very proud of her and all her accomplishments.  From time to time I will blog a little about her.  But this journey entails my life and raising my 3  young boys all of whom have special needs.  Somehow what I thought would be fairly easy raising 3 young boys changed one day.  And somehow I ended up  going down a road that didn't come with a map.  No complete direction as to where we are going or where we will end up.  But I will say this much I am a very persistent person and will always look for the answers I need for my boys to succeed in life. Children with special needs tend to get labels.  Sometimes this can be a good thing.  Especially when it comes to getting your child what they need.  This applies mostly in the school setting. 


I would like to keep my first blog to a minimum.  So I'm just going to let you know what I'm dealing with.  My oldest son was diagnosed with Klinefelters Syndrome.  He also has ADD, seizure disorder, asthma, and speech and language delay.  I'm in the process of seeing whether or not he is anywhere on the Autism Spectrum with leaning towards PDD-NOS.  My middle son has ADHD and he will be tested for Aspergers (high functioning Autism).  Then most of you know about my youngest son.  He has Prader Willi Syndrome, seizure disorder, central sleep apnea, hypothyroidism, far-sighted, and respiratory issues (mostly in the winter time).   I'm sure I probably forgot something.  But he has had a total of 3 surgeries all before he turned 4.  


So one can see as most have said to me "you have your hands full."   Yes, I sure do.  There are days where things are so crazy that I wonder how I ever made it through.  Which is why I decided to name the main title of my blog 'Journey without a Map.'  It just all made sense to me.  I'm on this journey with 3 young boys, sometimes with no direction and yet we manage to get through another minute, hour, day, or week together.  So many therapies, doctors appointments and tests.  I always wonder where are we headed next?

8 comments:

  1. I commend you for writing about your personal day to day struggles and accomplishments. Having three boys can be allot to handle and then on top of it - three boys with special needs. I enjoy blogging as well and feel it's a way of sharing our thoughts in a creative way, sometimes venting and/or just writing about how we feel, etc. Looking forward to reading more!

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  2. Welcome to the world of Blogging. You are and will continue to be an inspiration to many who find themselves in a new world, on a journey without a map.

    I hadn't realized just how full your hands were. Looking forward to more.

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    1. thanks Terry. fell off the blog train but Im back on again ... just posted a new blog today.

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  3. Love your new blog page! What an amazing journey you are on... You definitely have my admiration and respect!

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    1. thank you .. i have finally added a new blog. and hope to keep up with it this time

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  4. Hi
    My name is Jenna and I came across your site. Your kids are amazing, courageous, strong and determined fighters. They are brave warriors, smilen champs and an inspirational hero. i was born with a rare life threatening disease, 12 other diagnosis, developmental delays and other issues. www.miraclechamp.webs.com

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